don't talk to me
♥ shan 杉 signed off at 8:07 PM

smile?
laugh?
i can't find a reason to. not now that is.
not when i'm still thinking of you.

i thought it'll be good to see you again, but i guess i'm wrong.
i didn't expect to feel this way.

it's changed, everything changed.

greatest regret of giving up.
giving it up.

that's where i am today. the bottom.

couldn't eat.
just no appetite.
don't ask me why..

i don't want to know
i don't want to know what's going on
i close my eyes,
i cover my ears,
to block away everything.
everything.

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