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♥ shan 杉 signed off at 5:08 PM

like everyone else, it's goodbye school and hello holidays!

well.. yesterday was the last day of term 2. so i stayed behind to play vball as usual. it was uh, not-as-fun. until we met people who could play then it turned better.
chionged my history with cheryl in the canteen. mine is all messed but i hope chiangchiangchiangchiang will appreciate the fact that i bothered to hand in his homework on time :D we were kind of stupid to walk up and down so many times in search of the HOD lockers.. zz.
SANDRAA and me stayed till late to play vball which turned to bball, before going for PTM.

im reflecting on what's happening. since ystd, that is. my big reaction to sitting with WZK? it's not my fault that im being put with the ohmygods them right. i didnt have a choice. so you probably cant blame me for not exactly loving my place without a nice fan above me, and having HIM beside me.

but i shall try to accept things as they are.

thanks to my daddy who told mrs ong my everyday schedule. seriously, i dont know why i sat there for. like what, hearing two adults talk about me? my dad probably doesnt even know that i do stay up for homework this year. and that i sleep past twelve so very often. and that my brother so does NOT study. and maybe that's why he got worried i was ap-ing. sorry dadddddd, but im not very happy with what you told mrs ong.
so anyway, that's about it.

my mummy said i'd miss chinese food so much when im over at UK, so we went all the way to eastcoast to have JUMBO SEAFOOD. yummmm! thanks mummy! lovelove! ♥

i had the absolutely deeeelicious chilli crab and my cereal prawns and many other stuff. so when i miss chinese food over at UK, i'll just think of that meal and it'll be happiness :D

i reached home past twelve, and stayed even later to pack luggage and didnt even sleep well, so today my eyes are barely open, they suan so much maaan.

i love my mummy soooooo much!
after tuition she called me and asked if i wanted a new bag to bring to UK, cos she didnt like the bag that i was bringing, afraid i would get robbed or something. so she let me get a new bag! and i got my lovely lovely converse one, the style which i always wanted. omggg! LOVES! ♥
then we headed to marks&spencer to grab my fruit gums and chocolate eclair toffees ((((:
then mummy fell down :( her stupid shoe and the stupid construction going on at the traffic light.
good thing my mummy loves MINGDOW as much as i do :D and she was still in search of the very old 王子变青蛙 dvd, she finally found it! and let me get some shows too (:
i like that shop. cos it has videos which i found no where else. stuff like Mike He's first two shows. stuff like MingDow's first show. stuff like 老鼠爱大米 which i think many people have not even heard of. plus the usual 终级一班 & 恶作剧之吻. but i got My Girl koren drama which i heard was quite popular, and my 爱情魔法师!! although i watched before but.... i want to watch it again! :D
ah loves.♥

now im all ready for UK i guess. i found some big baggy long sleeves which are suuuuper comfy :D
i got my four tickets for twenty bucks from aspen too :D
i drank my last bubbletea! :D
thankyou to bolong and yuting for helping me get the SHE thing! :D

i think im not a very good friend. i didnt know that people going on the japan trip left last night. so i couldnt wish jieting bon voyage. then this morning whn i checked my phone, buddy debo smsed me saying she's off to japan, wishing my bonvoyage for my trip. i didnt even know a shit about her trip, and she knew mine. ah, im such a lousy lousy lousy friend. sighs.

many people have watch POTC! and said it was daaaaamn nice. i want! SANDRAA wait for me to watch together! then me and cheryl wont be so not-knowing-anything-about-that-show. ah, for those who watched alr, dont be spoilers! i want to watch shrek too :D ah, now i've gotten the cheaper tickets im in a hit-the-cinema mood!

im tired, im sleepy, im...

i think of you, wondering if you'd think of me too.
i look up at the stars, thinking if you were looking at them too.
i remember the times spent with you.
thanks for giving me those happy memories more than half a year ago,
although they didnt last very long.
but at least, i have something to remember about now.
something which i think you'd probably forget.

flying off in eight hours and twenty-two minutes time.

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