i've waited for long enough
♥ shan 杉 signed off at 9:56 PM

high low high low high low.. moodswings?
maybe..

early in the morning i got so high. and SANDRAA and joyc were beside me laughing like mad and i dont know why. at me? hmph. people want to STONE to DESTRESS cannot ah! zarh.

so anyway, PE got to touch the bball and vball once again. oh gosh, i cant really play anymore.

then i got bored in class. as in really bored.
i have been stoning so much in class. and i know it's so not good. but there's nothing to brighten things up or to make me really listen in class.

after school was a little more fun, just to suppress things a little i guess. it didnt help much though. on the way back i was practically stoning the whole way. i probably didnt even speak more than 5 sentences in the train with them. i dont know whyyyy...

then me and SANDRAA talked. oh manz. why are things like that. like that.
try to make everyone happy.
try not to let my depression make them down.
works?

i dont know what to do to make you cheer up. im sorry.
i can lend you a shoulder.
i can keep the silence between us.
i can even cry together.
but i dont know what else to do.

i look forward to wednesday. it may not be very significant to many, but to me, i waited a month for it. rather half a year. and i know you may be reading this, so yes, i can't waaaaait. just thinking that i can see you once again makes me happy somehow.

jieting got SHE PLAY albums for us today! cos we ordered it from her. i think she was like the person who ordered the most copies. so anyway, we all were like crazy SHE fans carrying that puzzle everywhere, and mind you, all four of us had it .__.
but the album is reeeeeally nice. i like it. (oh bolong is going to be happy!)
but SANDRAA is still saying that 逆光 is still nicer! hhaa! all the 实力派 people..

just received mail from mr ken, after such a long time... that final payment is to be made. omg, so much cash .__. waste money..

and come to think of it, tuition is getting boring.
me and elain. BORED.
we were eating gobstoppers and smsing each other when she's just behind me. like omg! lame!
and then my stupid phone had to die. so it was buzzing like maaaad. so paiseh!
and i dont like extra, show off VS shitz boys. not that all are like that. but HIM. ugh.

just received news from maureen that 3E is playing against 3L for girls interclass. omg, we always thought it was against 3F, but instead, it's L. whatarewegonnado!!! just play the best we can yeah!
3E QIAAAAAANG!
go girls!

i love my mom & dad, take care when you're overseas okay?

also, my tausarpiah is running out T.T

best friends

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