i love the present, but i doubt it really loves me
♥ shan 杉 signed off at 9:14 PM
i am rather AP today.
maybe cos i stayed up till late last night, although i had quite a fun time. i notice a change. i dont usually stay up for homework, or to rush assignments. maybe because in B i probably didnt care and would still stick to my latest 10pm bedtime :D i want those times baaaack. now im staying up later and later, more and more often. although i have people to pei me :DDDD it's still tiring. fun yes, makes me laugh yes, makes me forget some of my troubles yes. but it's tiring still...
maybe because the lump of thing beside me is pissing me off sooooo badly. that @#%^&!*# shit zk was damn freaking irritating. firstly, i was damn bored, so i shifted to angell's seat so i could talk a lil more to SANDRAA. then that asshole actually took the stuff that i put on angell's table and put it back on my table and said "this place is supposed for me to put my bag" like OMGWTF get lost la! i damn pissed i tell you.
then i had to be so suay and drop my brand new pen which i just bought at popular ystd and tadah! it's as good as dead now. SANDRAA saw how frustrated i was with that shit pen. i am so gonna buy a bunch of ballpoint pens even though i dont like ballpoint pens.
i have a bad feeling about IDMI. i think it wont turn out good. serious. for me at least. maybe i'll be the one doing all the work. omg i dont waaaaant!
after school was a little better. although playing vball with some sec one vballers who i seriously doubt that they have any ball sense at all, damn frustrating. although marcus alr like warned us that it's gonna be damn boring, we still joined in. it was like nine girls against four boys, then nine girls against like seven of us. obviously too many people, but we didnt get to play much anyway, since the balls were mostly out of court.
something that was so omg was that this girl was supposed to throw the ball to start playing right, she looks through the net like she's going to bomb me or something with her deadly stare, then uses all the strength and throws the damn ball straight at me. i was like wtf! but i returned it nicely :DDD and they didnt manage to hit it back o.o so much for for your strength and ability to zap me with that stare.. another one thinks she's oh-so-smart and likes to give cheater balls. she throws it really suckily and when we dont get it, they laugh like hell. -_- wow, funny ey. when mostly they are the ones who cant play. argh!! and i think they love marcus, no offence, but they really seem to like him ALOT. serious.
anyway, we chased them away and some other people came to play. it was much more enjoyable man. totally.. at least we had the ball going.
waited for SANDRAA's meeting to end before playing ball again. wah ji, a lot of people playing leh. like nine vs seven. but at least it was fun and not some waste time thingy..
there's the student-teacher telematch. captain's ball was lame. then the teachers kup our vball court to use it for the games. it was wow! they could play really well. seeing them against the poor sec ones/twos was rather funny. but against the senior girls vball team was WOW. and yay! the student body won!
around that time there was a R-A-I-N-B-O-W in the sky. and i actually lay down in the middle of the basketball court just to look at it. it's really nice you know..
went home with cheryl, SANDRAA, eugene. someone stays in the condo opposite mine, but couldnt fetch me home. someone stays five floors above me, but i don't really know her. someone who stays opposite me, left without me!
ah, so many people has transport home. oh, we saw mr siva's wife! although cheryl was making a fool of herself :]
talked about some past on the train.. some really sucked for me. ah wells, soon all these will become the past and when i look back in the future, i'll miss these schooldays so much. i love the present. and just thinking that three years later we'd all be going our separate ways makes me feel really, really.....