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♥ shan 杉 signed off at 6:16 PM

i didnt talk much to anyone cos i didnt feel like it =/
ah, don't know what's wrong with me.
maybe it's cos of what i saw last night. and what i heard last night. and what i talked about last night. i don't know..

so anyway, i only laughed with cheryl, SANDRAA and alicia. mainly talking to them only.. zzz. life's getting really boring.

i guess i'm grounded until i pack my luggage for UK. cos everything's dumped on the bed and i still gotta sort them out. ah zaps.

i got nothing to talk about today. maybe i shall go reflect on my stuff and not blog anymore. it's too active cos i am rather lame to blog everyday over small little stuff.

i'm sorry once again. i know you're disappointed. and i don;t think i can help one bit. i guess i'm not a very good friend after all...

there's some stuff which sucks keeping it within me. you wanted to know, but i guess you'll probably not understand. it's different this time, everything's different. vast changes and stuff, i'm messed up. totally. and i don't know what to do anymore.

so anyway, i feel like putting up some random pictures.


yesterday's lunch with cheryl and SANDRAA :D


closeup of the chicken


and the yummy japanese fish


MY ABSOLUTE LOVE.




and more loves

nothing stays the same, i don't believe in forever.

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