my mood is currently playing on the swing
♥ shan 杉 signed off at 6:18 PM

i'm upset, and i dont really know the reason.
maybe cos i totally screwed up chem practical,
maybe cos of that quarrel between us,
maybe cos of all the upcoming stuffs,
maybe cos of some other shit in my life.

ah, sorry to those who had to see my 臭脸 cos i was ap-ing today..

i wanted to play tennis today, brought my racket and was rather looking forward to being on the court again. not like the crappy playing i use to do in school, but seriously playing.
and i play it for you.
but mr weatherman hates me and all the other people who were wanting to play games after school, cos it rained damn heavily.
and so, i didnt play.

surprisingly i didnt really sleep in class today, stone maybe, but not sleep. considering i stayed up till late last night with SANDRAA. but we were both sian-ed in class. seating's not bad, cos i get to talk to the girls around me..

SANDRAA cheated my feelings! :D

so anyway, history was watching a film which i was only interested in the gymnastics. SANDRAA was sian-ed beside me. haha!! and chiangchiangchiangchiang is soooo naggy for a guy. cant we just watch the damn documentary in peace. like whatever he's saying is actually so obvious in the film la, and he still says it out like we're idiots who cant see it for ourselves.

and ah, i dont feel like talking about prac.
two words: screwed up.

deciding whether to go back or not, cheryl was wanting to go home since it was raining. since i was not in a very good mood, obviously i didnt want to meet the other group of people going home, cos i'll probably ap everyone =/
sandra said ap then ap la. but it's like not me to show my attitude to people like that.. unless it's like cheryl or sandra or some others, then i dont actually care if i ap or not, cos i think they'd understand.
so i went back with cheryl and chanel.

now i know that actually some teachers do make it a point to remember the students they've taught. i actually blew that thought away since my p6 teacher forgot me. but math teacher of 2B o6, mr tan remembered us. thinking that he wouldnt know me at all, i just walked past saying the usual boring goodmornings like i do to every other teacher, but then he was like "alisa" and i was like shocked. so yeah, some teachers do remember their students.
now my math grade has dropped tremendously. shucks.

it all fogs my mind

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