Tuesday, June 26, 2007
♥ shan 杉 signed off at 5:57 PM
school's out early. okay, usual actually, only i got home earlier.
new teachers came today. math mr seng, LA mr kaw, physics mr tay. eeyer, i dont like all. they somehow dont give me a good impression, esp mr kaw. he's this fat smelly man who sniggers or sighs as though he looks down on us. and yes, i dont like.
LA was fun cos we spent one period running from class to class attempting to borrow macbeth. then spent most of the time outside the container classrooms at 3H trying to talk to ruixiang through the window via facial expressions and lip reading :D
but their classrooms are easy to borrow stuff without the teacher knowing cos there are only two small windows. heh.
had to do the groupwork thing with zhengkai. although had help from sieweng (: but zk, ugh. no choice lo, do then do la.
class = boredom.
oh gosh, i shouldnt be having this mentality ey, but this sucks.
after school, wandered off not knowing where i'll be heading. decided not to have lunch with the rest and pei cheryl home :D
although we were like quarrelling on the train and she was pushing me out, then the door closed. surprised or not, i cant be there. you dont know how it feels i guess, but it doesnt feel right.
i had no mood. and i'd rather not talk about it. like what dearie cheryl said, dont care already. besides, i dont have the energy to care so much anymore. like it or not, this is the way i am. leave me to be, it's tiring somehow. and im really tired. mind-boggling shit, thinking of ways to improve situations but it doesnt work out. good times never last for me. im bound to misery. leave me be, leave me be.
oh yes, managed to catch at least one hour of 我猜我猜我猜猜猜! my favourite taiwan variety show. mwahaha.
阿雅 was suuuuper hilarious. i always laugh over her antics, *big laugh!*
宪哥 cant daaaance! lols lols. super funny.
杨丞琳 i like i like! hoho! although 阿雅 still more funny.
and so, this show totally brightened my day but alot alot alot.
i prefer them to 主持 lo.. it's more fun than watching the new one.
oh, i found this in my fridge and got so amused :D:D:D
banana chocolate, i like.
it's not right. im getting amused myself. eeyer, so psychotic.
andand! i just found out how good my phone connection to comp is. i was sending sms through typing in the computer. cool.. so much easier laa, and easier to clear unwanted stuff too. haha!
something random, but i like!
i give up. not on this, but on myself. if things go this way for me, then let it be. i believe in fate, and will follow wherever it takes me. whether the outcome is good or bad.
im too tired to think any further, how to change the situation, how to make things look better, how to help myself be a happier person.
it takes two hands to clap, but it's not working.
go ahead and have fun, but when im there it's impossible.
dont mind me, im not in the right state of mind.
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