Cherry Kisses Beneath The Rainbow

Sunday, June 24, 2007
the word "laughter" is not in my dictionary
♥ shan 杉 signed off at 5:11 PM

somehow i have no idea how some people can stay home in the holidays without going out, without going online, without turning on their phone. it's like closing themselves into their own world.. aint it boring staying home alone, maybe it's like mug-time or something.. aah, random.

but yes, term three term three, must study lo. all the major topics. and im so happy tuition was on thermal transfer. mwahaha. but i missed the one on the thermometer stuff and i didnt understand whatever mrshar taught. ah crap.

came back by myself, and ooh the buses were very nice coming straight after i reached the bus stop. actually bus 3 was like behind my bus 15. but i guess if i missed it, i'd probably walk to SANDRAA's house bus stop and take it, i so have to rush home to complete the stupid journal. plus, my mp3 died, which is so shitty.

while writing the journal i like forgot what's a bench called. and wow, i remembered it through 中国话 o.o

oh, math project is so screwed. and im doing more than i should be doing, so is alicia. projects.. ya right.

life is so screwed.. i cant find any free time to do the stuff i want to. which totally sucks, cos school's starting which means even lesser time. oh, plus extra after school rubbish like TAP and thankgosh i dont have cca. i want to play vball... oh freak, i gotta squeeze out time for that as well.

there's something really wrong with me. i cant laugh like i used to.. like someone tells a joke and the whole class laughs, or someone says something stupid and everyone laughs and i just go "huh?" which is so rubbish, cos im like supposed to laugh. arrrrgh! now i think i can only be all smiley with people who knows me better, if not i'll be stone-face all the way.

everyone's pms-ing. major pms-ing. you pms you dont have to vent it all on me. like wtf it's not even my problem. plus i guess it's easier to write on my blog than to talk to anyone else. so just let me mind my freaking own business. and i bet you dont know anything about what's going on either. care? ya right..

give me a pill to erase the unhappiness in the small little world of my own


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