you dont understand
♥ shan 杉 signed off at 3:40 PM

you dont know how i feel. to you it's simply nothing, but to me it's something i regret. i bet you dont give a damn, so instead of continue talking about it, just drop it alright. drop that damn topic.

the more i think about that, the worse i feel. and no one will ever understand that kind of feeling. you're a player too, but i doubt you understand.

you said if i would play again. just play.
my reply was i freaking dont have any training how to play. fcuk it.

it sucks. it all does.

tears form behind my eyes, but i do not cry..

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