pieces of me
♥ shan 杉 signed off at 5:57 PM

okay so i deleted all that i typed.
just cannot show it, not now at least, actually, not ever.

ystd i managed to not on the computer! hoho! other than the fact that i had to print the chem answer sheet.
ah im so proud of myself. but now that chem QA is over, i dont plan to touch those study stuff today.

got back level camp chinese reflections. as i read through, i cant help but think that maybe, just maybe, i had a feeling that it would happen sooner or later, and i guess it did..

we dragged on for recess cos cme once again didnt come. i think it's something to do with her leg.. so anyway we stayed in the canteen till we felt like going up lo. watched angell play after that..

alicia and me went to a boring talk supposedly for idmi at the library. super cramped with students in that small library the school has. then it started, suuuuuper boring. i still dont understand what has it got to do with idmi other than alternative research sources. zzz.. so we sneaked off and stayed out of classroom cos ong refused to leave. still, i guess she saw us loitering outside the toilet. heh!

so ya, got back chem test while we were away. i dont think i did well, not to my expectations anyway. i do have high expectations for myself this year, so im not very happy with myself >:(

ah crap, headed home then.
crashing into my mind, the problem still lies.

been talking to J. for a few days now. miraculously, he's been making me smile, laugh, forget troubles, hahhas! havent changed ey, since a year ago.. that's a second promise you made :D:D:D

why do i dread it when i should be looking forward to it like i was?

pieces of the once complete jigsaw is now going missing,
you came, you stayed, you left,
and now im incomplete.

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