spending time alone
♥ shan 杉 signed off at 8:41 PM

today was a super jam-packed day.. from i wake up, to the point where i come back home. phew!

early in the morning awaken by call from Ling! :D hoho!
headed for gym to workout. i am officially unfit, and we ended up reading Cosmopolitan. FYI, it's a magazine. hahhas!
hem hem, interesting ey girl!

then i got changed and we headed to Parkway with my pink umbrella.. hey i was holding the big one, so not portable.. but my usual GNC one was spoiled from last time, so took the condo's umbrella, ella, ella...
addiction to umbrellas (:

anyway, talked rubbish and all, reached Parkway and started walking around.. shoppppping! although we didnt buy anything,
no fbts lor, cheat feelings de.

chem class, they finish redox last lesson, which i missed.. and i seem to be dying in chem. drowning in mole concept over a small thing like titration. wahpiangs. finally know what delta-H is, but wasnt really in the mood for class like i usually will be... sighs.

after class still had some time before going for IMDI at Kallang, so i just hanged around Parkway lo. walked around browsing through shops and found a newly opened one. hee! supernice can. im gna go back and buy some stuff.. then ig's haven wasnt bad too! got bored looking at these cute stuffs so decided to look for my long-awaited slippers only to find the range of Havainas so small.. MUST GO NUM.

andandand WHY WHY LOVE is out in stores! part one at least.. graaaah, resisted the temptation not to buy it, just yet, cos i alr plan to buy it.. oh man. $24.90 siaaa. rubbish. I WAAAAANT!

i ended up at music store listening to music. i think i spent a good 45 minutes there just plainly listening to music. heh, music addict! :D

waited super long for the bus, and realised Maur was at Parkway too, and her dad fetched her to KFC, waaa! if only she called me earlier, heh.

drooled over the KFC coupons, but ended up with a drink only. thankyou!
so anyway usual discussion, quite uh, slack la. but progress made, progress made.

walked around at TM after that.. went to Isetan to get Ling's fbts, went to Popular to get my cue cards. and then decided to indulge in Play mag which costed me a whopping $10.90, hoho! what a spendthrift. probably my first and last Play.. but it was so uber attractive can. hee! will be my precious maaaaag.

HARRYPOTTER IS OUTTTTTTT!
dont tell me any spoilers, thankyouverymuch.

so after grabbing some breakfast went home lo.

i realised how ungentlemanly, how crude and how embarrassing men can be at times. no offence to some out there, but due to just this one man on earth, totally made me think twice about men out there.
well, at the junction outside TM, this two cars were almost touching, maybe they even bumped. so one guy came out and started talking to the other driver who was probably at fault. only to be scolded back numerous times of F*** OFF la and shouting and all that.
so his wife came out to save him from the situation, only to be scolded as well. i really want to scold that idiotic man la, please la, she's a woman, know what's gentleman?! what's it fighting with a lady who's like not in the wrong what.

i think all eyes was on that guy as he scolded his head off, plus, his young son was sitting beside him in the car. wahpiangs, poor boy learn all the bad bad words..
see, driving brings you to a whole new level of cursing at other people. hahaha!

im getting used to and probably liking the idea of going out alone. anti-social you may say, but it's so much easier, knowing what you want, aiming straight for the place, not caring what people say, buying things on impulse knowing i'll regret it a few days later,
but who cares man. live the way i want. and i predict having more of these me-time alone :D:D:D

you doubt my care&concern. i hesitated about showing it, afraid it would lead to things i dont want to happen, to happen.
please understand.. and take care, cos you're really important to me.

with love, care & hugs.

Y