Once Upon A Time...
♥ shan 杉 signed off at 8:25 PM

been ages since i blogged.. so wont bother updating so much i guess..

teachers somehow dont ever seem to understand the amount of stuff we gta cramp in this weekend cos all the datelines are on week 9. damn, can just forsee me staying up all the way. ohwells, aint the first time ya..

want to change blogskin, and i will. heh.

tennis tournament. intraschool, and im freaking out. playinbg with year fiver so she's supposed to win! no stress ey, but to think that i havent played in a thousand million years makes things much worse.
andand, if i dont play well on sunday with Marc, then i'll be so devastated that i wont be able to play on monday. so just hope i can at least keep the game going (:

peee you! exams gna start in about 45 days time. and i got three whole literature books to read, plus stacks of history notes. and that's just mere reading. craaaaap! no way am i ever gna major in history, dont see how and why the teachers major in such stuff.

wellwell, new dramas to keep be more than occupied, and definitely preparing for exams.

anyway, Jay's movie is two thumbs up. i'd give five if i had five thumbs, but nah, two's what i have & i give it all to him.
suuuuper good okay, seriously, he is super 天才 la, no one can ever beat him :D

physics test over, felt to freaking upset after that. stormed out of class yes, didnt really bother greeting teacher, or even looking up or anywhere else. just knew i needed to breathe, to get out of the place where i probably screwed everything up.
if i fail this, it'll be the first failing grade i get, and that definitely is not a good thing, if i want my GPA to be above 3.6.
the feeling of studying so super hard and yet the possibility of all your effort going down the drain, all sucks. cry out loud. all the redundant things i've done. no use at all.

oh chinese too. how nice a grade of 55/100 is. that's like ohmygoose last year. where my score was 50.1% like HA HA HA i passed!
yeah by what freaking 1.1%.

come to think of it, i really miss 2B.
miss you definitely, missed all the times seeing you around.
came to the conclusion that people change.
once loved can turn to hate.
once friends can turn to backstabbers.
once classmates can turn to strangers on the street.
no wonder they said that in the future, it's easier to strike a conversation with someone you hate from the start than someone whom you were friends with and quarrelled.

changing my route i guess.. just gna try for it, and i dont really care what you think about it.
like hel-lo?! this aint the first time you're comparing me with her daughter which is oh-so-good, and oh-so-pro in Dunman, to be frank, i dont give a damn.
so what she's responsible, so what she's a freaking goody two shoes CO member, so what if she's a high flyer like always, quit comparing me cos i seem so freaking negligible and tiny. plus, i dont really admire people who are super role models, cos with so much things to do, she probably has no life. and i dont want my schooling days to be like that.
so just quit it, and let me choose alright. nothing good to say then dont say any shit.
aint the first time anyway, and it's getting worse.

okay got whatever i wanted to say, out.

class photo! i look spastic in most, but we're finefinefine.

to think just a few months ago we were talking about prom, talking about being separated in another one and a half years time, talking about staying together not transferring out.
know what, all these are just down the toiletbowl.
we barely smile, or acknowledge the existence, not to mention even talk or have a short teeny weeny conversation. i probably talked more to the drink stall uncle ya.
doesnt seem as significant anymore, not when you're finally starting to like life in year three, and when im living my life and you're living yours.
yes, i do miss those times, just like a short three months made last term one of the best ever, that is if the month before and after aint considered.
you said not affected. two words: ha-ha. that may be what you say, but that's not what things seem to be.. and i wonder if all along i was a mere fool believing every single thing you said.
still, i appreciate the friendship we once had.

爱情的力量是无限的... ...

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